19 Comments
User's avatar
Holly Starley's avatar

Holy damn, Ben! How do you do it? So. Damn. Good!!

I’m with Kimberly. I have a hunch about that canvas myself. And the mystery woven into the story is just brilliant.

Ben Wakeman's avatar

Wow, thank you, Holly! Made my night. So glad you’re enjoying it.

Kimberly Warner's avatar

Ohhhhh…that canvas. I’m biting my tongue but I have a hunch! Love all the mystery woven into this story Ben.

Ben Wakeman's avatar

I’ll entertain your theories. If they’re good, I’ll build them into the rewrite before I publish it for realz. Thank you for being here, Kimberly.

Chloe Hope's avatar

Yep, along with the rest of your adoring audience, I have quite the visual inside my mind of what was on that (probably best burned) canvas..!

Ben Wakeman's avatar

That would be a fun experiment to have you all describe what you saw on the canvas. Writing about a visual medium like this felt like an impossible task — wanting to get it right— until I realized that wasn’t my job! You will get it right in your head. That’s how it works.

Stephanie Sweeney's avatar

Another great chapter. This glimpse of what Kelly and Marabelle’s relationship could have been is moving. Kelly is probably too indulgent here, a way of “making up for,” but it’s her attention that makes it so special for Marabelle — not the presents and room service. Heartbreaking that it’s an attention Kelly can’t even come close to maintaining.

Ben Wakeman's avatar

I wrote a line in a song once: The formula for love, it never breaks— it’s time plus attention minus all of our mistakes.

That’s where this chapter came from. That’s what I believe is true more than anything else. Thanks so much for reading and for the lovely comments you always leave, Stephanie. They make my day.

Stephanie Sweeney's avatar

I love that line. I can see how this chapter came out of that.

Lyndsey Resnick's avatar

The complexity and the perspective of a child interpreting her parents that you are creating here mixed with who and what Kelly becomes when she's taken by her art is amazing. I can't wait to see what happens next.

Ben Wakeman's avatar

Hey Lindsey, thanks so much. That’s high praise coming from you. I really admire your storytelling.

Lyndsey Resnick's avatar

Thanks so much!

Kendall Lamb's avatar

Good, this one gutted me. Sorry I've been absent in the comments-- i save these to listen to on my walks and rarely have service to respond. But I'm here, loving every twist and turn. I'm so sad that Kelly can't be the mother that she wants to be... sadder still somehow that she is able to be, but only in snippets. Brilliant as always. This is some of the best storytelling I've been on the other end of in some time!

Ben Wakeman's avatar

Thanks so much for dropping in, Kendall. I’m glad you’re still enjoying the story. I love to imagine where you might be in the world when you happen to tune in and listen.

Kendall Lamb's avatar

Today I sat by a river next to an old wooden bridge in north central Washington. :)

Ben Wakeman's avatar

That sounds lovely. Much better than jury duty or I was.

Julie Gabrielli's avatar

My skin hurts and I can smell the aloe vera. Marvelous storytelling, the ebb and flow of basking in a fun day with her mother followed by tragedy and mystery. That canvas! Good choice to leave it ambiguous. I think I have the same hunch as Kimberly and Holly. I’m off to dm them now. 🤔

Ben Wakeman's avatar

Thanks, Julie. I’m deadly curious about this theory y’all are cooking up. Really hope the book will live up to it.

Emily Charlotte Powell's avatar

Echoing everything that’s already been said! I love the mystery that is growing, I too, have my suspicions. I am staring to wonder if there was something in Fiodor’s beliefs and I wonder what Dadaelia will do next… so artfully written, Ben. The way you have woven in the mystery to keep us enthralled and guessing, and wondering if we might just have an inkling what was on that canvas…