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Holly Starley's avatar

Damn, Ben. Love this. It’s true, isn’t it? Life is short. And there are so many things we could have done, could do without that reminder.

Oh, to return to certain moments.

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Ben Wakeman's avatar

Thank you, friend. So glad you stopped by to read this one. I've never written, edited, narrated and published a short story in a 48 hour turnaround before so it was a little crazy. It felt a little like I was in my own time jump...

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Holly Starley's avatar

I bet it did. Well done.

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Kimberly Warner's avatar

Beautiful Ben! Each dimensional fold a releasing of our hang ups, our fixations, but in repeated patterns and motifs…what a freeing idea. No matter that we haven’t yet figured out time travel, this makes me think we can still identify those repeating themes and bring more consciousness into them, a deepening of presence which maybe is also a kind of letting go.

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Ben Wakeman's avatar

Thank you so much, friend. I kind of wrote this one like a house on fire this past weekend. I wasn't sure I'd be able to make the deadline or if I did, that the story would be coherent at all. I'm glad you think it works.

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Shane Bzdok's avatar

This was beautiful, Ben. I felt connected to so much of this in so many ways, and having lost my mother far too early in life to a brain aneurysm, the end scene with his parents brought me to tears. You've given me a lot to ponder as I sit here writing this in the basement of my mother-in-law's house while visiting my wife's family for the holidays. Our time is indeed short. Your story is a touching reminder to be present. Thank you for sharing.

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Ben Wakeman's avatar

Hey Shane, there is no higher compliment than this for my writing. Thank you so much for taking the time to read my story and for working tirelessly to facilitate TMV. I know how much work that is. Enjoy the holiday.

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Sheri Barrera-Disler's avatar

What a beautiful piece, Ben. You are such a gifted writer. Every time I read your work, I find myself reflecting on what your story has taught me about myself. Thank you.

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Ben Wakeman's avatar

Thank you so much, Sheri. I’m glad this one spoke to you. Happy belated Thanksgiving! I hope y’all had a peaceful day.

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Gregory Blair's avatar

I'm so glad you got this in! As everyone else below has confirmed...it's touching how the tale finds its way into such beautiful moments in the final scenes. If we could only live with the awareness Frank has in that return home! I'll be in the corner quietly sobbing...

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Ben Wakeman's avatar

Thanks so much, Gregory. I’m so happy the story moved you.

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Shannon W Haynes's avatar

So good! Thank you for the voiceover.

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Ben Wakeman's avatar

You're so welcome, Shannon. Thanks for coming back to listen.

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Kay Castaneda's avatar

What a wonderful story, Ben! You describe Frank's thoughts and feelings about disappearing days. Then the days become even farther back in the past. He fears that he might be going insane, and I sympathize with Frank. Once when I had a serious illness, I had to stay in bed for a long time. It was hard to be "present", the way you have Frank realize he wasn't fully present in the days of his life. He realizes that he could have done more in life instead of just doing the minimum. I began to wonder if the whole story was just one day, or one bad dream. This is one of my favorites from Midnight Vault II. I've read about ten I think. It may take me several months to get through them all. I think it's better that way, not reading one right after another. Congratulations on writing an excellent story!

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Ben Wakeman's avatar

Hi Kay, I’m so glad the story connected with you. Thank you for reading and commenting.

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Kay Castaneda's avatar

You’re welcome, Ben. I also restacked it.

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Liz Zimmers's avatar

Magnificent! I envy Frank his jumps through time, his opportunity to erase regrets and make things right. So beautiful.

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Ben Wakeman's avatar

Thanks so much for reading, Liz.

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Hanna Delaney's avatar

I'm so, so happy to have got around to this, Ben. Beautifully told.

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Ben Wakeman's avatar

Thanks so much for reading, Hanna.

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Nick Winney's avatar

this story is so You, Ben! really poignant and human. absolutely lovely. the development of pace was excellent. thanks! well done for making it just on time 😀

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Ben Wakeman's avatar

Nick, you’re so kind to read my story. Thanks so much for stopping by.

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Nick Winney's avatar

you've got a distinctive style Ben. it really shone in this story! you're a little bit of a sentimentalist I think, aren't you 🥲

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Ben Wakeman's avatar

I’m a centementalist 😳, my friend.

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Sean Thomas McDonnell's avatar

Great job, Ben. You’re such a fantastic storyteller.

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Ben Wakeman's avatar

Thanks for reading, Sean

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Angela Allen's avatar

I am so glad this made it into the Vault! Others have already said it so well—but the backward progression into self-awareness is so poignant.

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Ben Wakeman's avatar

Hi Angela, thanks so much for stopping by and taking the time to read my story. I'm glad it resonated with you.

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Chloe Hope's avatar

Oof, Ben! Absolutely gutting. And so beautifully structured. That nautilus shell pattern of regression, so elegant, but also sort of claustrophobic as time collapses on itself. I loved his reverse-awakening, how he became more present the further from his present he went. And that ending, folding back into the memory of light…I just closed my eyes for that part. Gorgeous work, my friend.

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Ben Wakeman's avatar

I love that observation of the story, Chloe. So insightful just like your writing. Thank you so much for reading.

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Bridget Riley's avatar

This was such a beautiful story, Ben. I read it while putting my 5-month-old to sleep, and my eyes are not dry.

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Ben Wakeman's avatar

Aw, thank you so much, Bridget. That means so much coming from you. I like writing stories that pair well with babies.

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J. Curtis's avatar

This is so incredibly moving. Bravo!

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Ben Wakeman's avatar

Thanks so much for reading, J!

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Maia Duerr's avatar

This is a beautiful story, Ben, a real time twister with heart. You had me all the way through to the end.

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Ben Wakeman's avatar

Thank you so much, Maia. It was definitely a twister for me to write.

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